Visiting Teacher Zoketsu Norman Fischer talk, Mon 7/7 6:30pm

norman-fischer1On the heels of a visit from our other guiding teacher, auspiciously this week we host Rev. Zoketsu Norman Fischer. Rev. Zoketsu is the former long-time abbot of San Francisco Zen Center and a respected poet and author. Zoketsu is the founder and senior Dharma teacher of the Everyday Zen Foundation, a network of sanghas with chapters in Canada, the United States and Mexico. He is the author of many books poetry, non-fiction, and Buddhist teaching, including Training in Compassion: Zen Teachings on the Practice of Lojong, Opening to You: Zen-Inspired Translations of the Psalms, and Questions/Places/Voices/Seasons.

Zazen starts at 6:30, followed by a short service and Norman’s talk. Please join us!

Visiting Teacher Taigen Dan Leighton talk, Mon 6/30/14

Following on the heels of a wonderful seminar on Saturday, Taigen will be giving a public talk Monday night, June 30, following zazen which begins at 6:30 pm. Please join us!

taigenTaigen Dan Leighton is founder and Senior Dharma Teacher of Ancient Dragon Zen Gate in Chicago, and a guiding teacher of Valley Dragon Zen Sangha in Albuquerque. He is a direct heir in the lineage of Shunryu Suzuki, the founder of San Francisco Zen Center and Tassajara Zen Monastery. Taigen is the author of many books, including a translation of Dogen’s Eihei Koroku, Cultivating the Empty Field, Faces of Compassion, and Zen Questions: Zazen, Dogen, and the Spirit of Creative Inquiry.”


Qiyuan Gives Birth

Master Shiche asked his student, the nun Qiyuan Xinggang, “Buddha nature is not illusory.  What was it like when you were gestating the spiritual embryo?”

She replied, “It felt solidified, deep and solitary.”

“When you gave birth to the embryo, what was it like?”

“It was like being completely stripped bare.”

“When you met with the Buddha, what was it like?”

“I took advantage of the opportunity to meet the Buddha face to face.”

Shiche said, “Good!  Good!  You will be a model for those in the future!”


Qiyuan Xinggang (1597–1654) can be considered the matriarch of seventeenth-century women Chan masters, not only because she was the one of the first to set foot on the stage in that century but also because she left seven women Dharma successors, one of whom wrote a relatively detailed biographical study of her.  This is a wonderful and very unusual awakening story because the imagery used here, that of gestation and birth, are not typical of the more male-oriented traditional stories.  Those stories often entail a spirit of confrontation or warriorship, the path of the solitary hero.

The spiritual embryo is a traditional Taoist image, and I think anyone who has done any length of meditation understands that feeling of nurturing something within us.  You can call it a spiritual embryo, maybe you can call it Buddha nature, but when we sit zazen we can feel that we are nurturing something very tender within our hearts.

I like the teacher’s opening statement that Buddha nature is not illusory.  In other words, it’s not just an idea.  We really do have this very grounded, very sane, wakeful quality within us.  And then he asks the student – what’s that like for you?  What is it to nurture that part of yourself?  And her answer is very personal: solidified, deep, and solitary.  This is a practice we have to do ourselves, and while we have the support of good spiritual friends, ultimately we must go deeply within ourselves, and the practice of nurturing this quality within our hearts is indeed solitary.  We can talk about it with others, but ultimately it’s our own path and our own experience.

The image of childbirth as a metaphor for awakening is beautiful and Qiyuan’s response is certainly accurate: it is like being completely stripped bare.  When my wife was in labor with our daughter, not quite a year ago, I was completely awed by the totality of her effort.  For those who have experienced it, either as a mother or as a father present and witnessing the woman’s effort, you know what I mean.  In Zen, we talk a lot about making a wholehearted effort.  Dogen talks about our practice as “total engagement with upright sitting.”  A woman in labor is truly totally engaged.  The way I thought about it was that Jessica was “all in”.  All her chips were on the table.  There was truly nothing left out, nothing held back in her effort.  It was extremely humbling.

What is it to be stripped bare in our spiritual life?  Is that something we can do through our own effort, or is it something that just happens to us?  Can we do a spiritual practice half-heartedly?  Can we live half-heartedly?  Certainly, Qiyuan is pointing toward a particular quality of effort that we should make in our lives.  Are you up for that?

The teacher then shifts the question: “When you met the Buddha, what was that like?”.  In other words, when you have made this effort and really come face to face with this ground of reality, what is that for you?  How do you do that?  And Qiyuang tells her teacher that she met the Buddha face-to-face.

Our tradition places a particular emphasis on the face-to-face meeting with the teacher, sort of in the same way that we are taught to meet our experience directly in zazen.  The transmission of the dharma from generation to generation is often described in terms of face-to-face transmission, or warm hand-to-warm hand transmission.  It’s a very intimate meeting between teacher and student.

Continuing with this metaphor of the spiritual life as childbirth, and how we may meet that difficulty or challenge face-to-face.  What’s that like?  Is there some fear there?   Some excitement?  But ultimately here the question is: can you meet that face-to-face, and what does it mean to meet face-to-face anyway?  It also reminds me of that profound moment when you first see your baby.  Did you meet her face-to-face?  This is the direct experience of meeting your own heart.

The teacher then congratulates the student, and I don’t think he’s being snarky or ironic: Good!  This kind of effort and willingness to meet one’s own experience is exactly what will inspire future generations of students.  When you’ve had that kind of intense experience, and especially if you were able to meet it head on and not try to swerve around it, it changes you.  You become a different person, and others will see that in you.  You can see the change as a woman becomes a mother, or as a man becomes a father, and you can see it in a person of practice who has met their experience directly, over and over again.  That’s what we are practicing here.

–Taisan Joe Galewsky

Taigen Dan Leighton Visit to ABQ!

Zen master Dogen’s Mountains and Waters Sutra: “Ancient Keys to Current Crises”

Sat. June 28, 2014 9:30-4:30

Chicago-based Zen teacher and renowned Dogen scholar/translator Rev. Taigen Dan Leighton, PhD will lead an all-day seminar on the teachings of Eihei Dogen (the founder of Zen in Japan.) Concentrating on Dogen’s epic Mountains and Waters Sutra, we will investigateits vast perspectives and poignant applicability to many of the ecological, psychological, and spiritual issues we face today, individually and collectively. The day will be interspersed with discussion and periods of zazen (silent meditation.)

Taigen is founder and Senior Dharma Teacher of Ancient Dragon Zen Gate in Chicago, and a guiding teacher of Valley Dragon Zen Sangha in Albuquerque. He is a direct heir in the lineage of Shunryu Suzuki, the founder of San Francisco Zen Center and Tassajara Zen Monastery. Taigen is the author of many books, including a translation of Dogen’s Eihei Koroku, Cultivating the Empty Field, Faces of Compassion, and Zen Questions: Zazen, Dogen, and the Spirit of Creative Inquiry.

Location: Dragonfly Yoga, 1301 Rio Grande Blvd NW, ABQ.

contact for reservations.

Suggested fee: $55.00; sliding scale available (no one turned away!) Discounted pre-registration: $45

Ziyong’s Earth

A monk asked Master Ziyong Chengru, “Thirty blows – are they the actions of a man or an enlightened being?”

Ziyong replied, “Just as long as the fellow isn’t beaten to death.”

The monk said, “When you speak, the congregation assembles like clouds.  In the end, who is the ‘great hero’ among women?”

Ziyong said, “Each and every person has the sky over their head; each and every one has the earth under their feet.”

The monk gave a shout.

Ziyong said, “What is the point of recklessly shouting like that?”

The monk bowed respectfully and Ziyong said, “The dharma does not rise up alone – it can’t emerge without reliance on the world.  If I take up the challenge of speaking I must surely borrow the light and the dark, the form and the emptiness of the mountains and hills and the great Earth, the call of the magpies and the cries of the crows.  The water flows and the flowers blossom, brilliantly preaching without ceasing.  In this way, there is no restraint.”

Ziyong Chengru was an abbess from the Lin-chi (Rinzai) Chan tradition near Beijing who lived in the 17th and 18th centuries.  She was also known for traveling widely and meeting with teachers and students from all around China.  This story recounts an exchange that took place with a monk at a monastery where she was visiting and had been invited to give a Dharma talk.  She was visiting the monastery to pay respects to her lineage ancestors, and it sounds like this monk is challenging her using the enigmatic and confrontational style characteristic of classical Chinese Zen.

We can imagine that after she gave her talk she asked if there were any questions, and this monk begins with a question that relates directly to the confrontational style of classical Chinese Zen.  Many Zen stories of monks and their male teachers involve the teacher giving the student 30 blows with a stick.  Usually the teacher is beating a student who has offered a response that the teacher deems to be too intellectual, not somehow spontaneous enough.  The physical beatings were apparently thought to help shift the student from an intellectual mode to a more intuitive approach.  So the monk in this story is asking a question about this kind of action – is this striking of students an expression of a truly enlightened person, or just some ordinary schlub?  Ziyong responds in a pretty down-to-earth way, basically saying, well, it’s OK as long as the student isn’t beaten to death!  She doesn’t seem interested in getting involved in this question of enlightenment or not, and we see this pragmatic approach throughout the exchange.

Then the monk says that her visit brought together the whole community, they all came to her talk, to see this great visiting teacher.  Then he asks kind of an odd question – in the end, who is the great hero among women.  Why does he ask this?  Would he ask this of a male teacher?  Clearly he is responding to her gender here.

Her response is very warm and down-to-earth: all of us, not just men, not just women, all of us live on the Earth with the sky overhead and the ground beneath our feet. It reminds me of the Buddha touching the ground when Mara asked the Buddha who could bear witness to the Buddha’s awakening, who could verify it?  The Buddha touched the Earth as if to say the Earth itself, literally the ground of where we all live, is the witness.  Awakening is our birthright just by being born on this planet.  Clearly, Ziyong is pointing the monk to a place beyond gender.

The monk then gives a good, old-fashioned Zen shout, which was a fairly common way to respond in a Dharma inquiry.  The shout is a way of pointing beyond words to the absolute.  Ziyong doesn’t play along and just asks basically, ‘Do you have to make such a racket?’

The monk bows, basically as a way of saying that he doesn’t have anything further to offer in this exchange.  Ziyong’s closing statement is so beautiful.  She is saying that the Dharma isn’t from some other realm of emptiness or some cosmic thing that touched down here on the Earth.  No, the Dharma, like us, is completely of this Earth.  It depends completely on the world.  When we speak about the Dharma, when we speak about our lives, we, like the Buddha, are immediately verified and supported by the Earth, by all beings.  It’s a tremendously validating perspective.

Now, it’s not to say that we don’t need teachers or that we don’t need feedback from our friends.  The monk in this story was probably well trained in the classical Chinese Zen forms, which place a very strong emphasis on meeting with a teacher.  In that framework, it’s very important to get feedback about our practice.  We need that, for sure; we need to talk to others because we do sometimes stray from the path and our friends and teachers can help us along.  So I want to be clear that Ziyong isn’t saying that the blossoming of the flowers and the call of the magpies is the only interaction we need with others in our practice.

What she’s talking about is the deeper kind of verification that we might understand in terms of Buddha nature.  All of us, without exception, have this sane, wakeful quality that is our birthright.  We don’t have to receive the approval of others to get this.  It’s part of the package.  And it is fully expressed in the sound of the magpie, the flowing river, the mountains, the valleys.

How many times do we feel something in our hearts but don’t honor that feeling, somehow believing that we are wrong or somehow don’t have the right to our experience?  When we sit quietly, especially in the natural world, when we walk in the hills, when we sit sesshin in the mountains, we feel this.  We hear that the sound of the Bluejay is expounding the Dharma, we see the Buddha’s teachings in the river and in that, we realize our own liberation.  Truly, as Ziyong said, there is no restraint.

I’ll conclude with a poem by WS Merwin that this story reminded me of.  As I read it, think about your own experience of validation or verification.  How has the presence or absence of the validation of others played out for you in your own life?  To what extent have you felt the inherent validation Ziyong talks about.  Do you feel that’s something you’ve had to generally look to others for?  Does zazen put you in touch with that?  What does this story tell us about our connection to the Earth?

December Night

The cold slope is standing in darkness

But the south of the trees is dry to the touch

The heavy limbs climb into the moonlight bearing feathers

I came to watch these

White plants older at night

The oldest

Come first to the ruins

And I hear magpies kept awake by the moon

The water flows through its

Own fingers without end

Tonight once more

I find a single prayer and it is not for men

(poem by W.S. Merwin)

–Taisan Joe Galewsky

A visit from guiding teacher Taigen Dan Leighton!

One of our guiding teachers, Taigen Dan Leighton, will be visiting us from Chicago for the first time! Taigen will lead an all-day seminar Saturday 6/28 on the philosophical and ecological ramifications and possibilities presented in Eihei Dogen’s beautiful and epic Mountains and Waters Sutra. He will also give a free public talk the following Monday, 6/30. Please see event details here.

Visiting teacher Beate Genko Stolte sensei

beatteIMG92372.jpg-sizedJoin us Monday May 19 at 6:30 for zazen followed by a Dharma talk and discussion with Genko sensei (note: this is 30 minutes earlier than our usual start time!)

Sensei Beate Genko Stolte is a Zen teacher who has practiced Zen for more than 20 years and was priest-ordained in the lineage of Shunryu Suzuki Roshi (“Zen Mind, Beginners Mind”).

She has degrees in business administration and fiscal law. She has lived, practiced, and taught in Zen Buddhist communities in the United States, Switzerland and Germany and visited Japan for Zen Buddhist studies.

As a co-founder of a German Buddhist Study Center, she served as president of the board for ten years as well as director. Sensei Beate Genko Stolte currently teaches in the USA and Europe.

Ling’s Question

Ling Xingpo visited master Fubei Heshang to pay her respects.  They sat together and drank tea and she asked him, “If a true word can’t be spoken no matter how hard you try, how will you teach?”

Fubei said, “Fubei has nothing to say.”

Ling was not satisfied.  She placed her hands inside the opposite sleeves of her robe and cried out: “There is grievous suffering even with a blue sky!”

Again, Fubei had nothing to say.

Ling said, “To be a human being is to live in calamity.”

– From The Hidden Lampedited by Florence Caplow and Susan Moon

This story comes to us from ninth century China, but we don’t know much about either of the characters here.  Fubei Heshang was a member of the Honzhou school of Chan, one of the main schools of Zen.  The Hongzhou school developed “shock techniques such as shouting, beating, and using irrational retorts to startle their students into realization” and while the teacher here is perhaps a bit milder, there’s a bit of that flavor.

Ling is asking a sincere, but educated, question:  the teachings of emptiness seem to suggest that words can’t express the true nature of things.  Hence the problem: if it’s impossible to speak a true word, if it’s impossible to express the Dharma verbally, how can anyone teach?  Most of the time, we think of teaching as a pretty straightforward matter of explanation, listing concepts and terms and definitions, discussing processes, asking questions, clarifying answers, things like that.  So if words can’t be used to teach the Dharma, what can a dharma teacher actually do?

Fubei’s answer is honest.  Well, if you want to come down on the side of emptiness and you come to me with the assumption that a true word can’t be spoken, then I suppose I really have nothing to say.  Fubei may be suggesting, however, that her premise is a bit limited.  It’s true that words somehow can’t express the ineffable nature of reality, but they are not separate from it, either.  Words and ideas come from emptiness and are completely shot through with emptiness, so while in one sense any verbal expression is of course limited, in another sense any expression is in fact a complete expression of the dharma.  There’s no such thing as a partial expression – there is just the totality of what is happening right now and our verbal discourse is completely part of that.

So maybe Ling set up the interaction from the start to be a bit more limited than necessary.  She wasn’t satisfied with his answer because she was probably looking for some verbal teaching.  I love her response “There is grievous suffering even with a blue sky!”  As it says on the han that summons us to zazen in the monastery, “Great is the matter of birth and death.  Life is fleeting.  Gone! Gone!  Don’t waste your life!”  It’s true, even with a blue sky, there is terrible suffering.  The world is burning.  This sense of urgency is what brings many of us to the cushion again and again.  There is terrible drought, wars, famines.  These were true in the ninth century and they are true today.  Given this terrible state of affairs, what are we to do?

Fubei says nothing.  That’s a pretty good answer, actually, just sit still.  Sure, he could have said some words and they would have been true and helpful, but he’s kind of going along with the premise that Ling started.  The response to the suffering of the world has to be, at first, that we come to rest, return to silence.  We do this both because we must find some grounding before we can enter the world and actually begin to address these problems, but also because simply sitting still, sitting upright with suffering is our practice, it’s the practice of compassion, to simply be with suffering.  So in this context, sitting still isn’t a preparatory practice before we go out and really deal with the suffering of the world, it’s actually pretty good response to that suffering.  Just sit.

Ling seems to get the teaching her and has a good response:  “To be a human being is to live in calamity.”  In other words, this is the fundamental nature of the human experience.  It’s the first noble truth, the starting point of our practice.  That’s what a human being is, a being who lives in calamity.  That’s pretty much the definition of what our human life is.  We live in calamity, and we must develop the capacity to sit in the middle of that calamity, not turning away from it, not grasping it.  This is our zazen practice.

The great author and Zen priest Peter Matthiessen passed recently.  I wanted to share some of his wise words about that pain that brings us to practice.  His words remind me of Ling’s realization at the end of the story:   “Soon the child’s clear eye is clouded over by ideas and opinions, preconceptions, and abstractions. Simple free being becomes encrusted with the burdensome armor of the ego. Not until years later does an instinct come that a vital sense of mystery has been withdrawn. The sun glints through the pines and the heart is pierced in a moment of beauty and strange pain, like a memory of paradise. After that day, we become seekers.”

–Joe’s talk at Valley Dragon, April 28th, 2014